Falling rain

Forgiveness is dropping your right to Hate the person who has Hurt you

The most enriching DSN that helped me look at Ego and Forgiveness in a totally new way.
Well We all know that some times we do things to satisfy a wakeful ego, a sleepy ego and a sleeping latent ego.
And justifying why we did it to people who are affected by our actions seems to equate the other half of the time we spend. So in all... we are running around in circles. A very mundane poit that many people say.. deal with your ego. I say, how am I supposed to wage this guerilla warfare without knowing what my ego feels like. I was running around looking for this pivottal piece to the puzzle.. Ram ji's DSN was somehow the solution to all my questions. It only reinforced my belief that; If you are looking for a solution to a burning problem with all your being, you will have to look no further... There was both ego busting and boosting events that made me aware of my ego...the deep and intensive sadhna had heightened our awareness..and the Surrender process, broke down the battlements my Ego had built up. Once this happened, a series of fiascos followed with everyone i loved..and they all seemed to want to rant and rave at me all at once...
It was then that the knowledge point came across..wanting proof of their love and expecting them to understand my feelings always seemed to always be the problem.."they cant do this to me" started dissolving and it was an amazing sight to watch..like seeing the Siachen melt at Leh in early summer..a slow meandering but steady and sure process...Its only when we think; "if they can do that to me, then two can play that game"... are we volunteering to pick up the garbage they have scattered all over...Let the garbage be and walk away.. and trust that the world loves you.. Believe me; you will be amazed to find that it does!!!
JGD!